If you have a penis, I don't want to talk to you right now.

Can I share something with you that I wrote in my journal?

"Lord, thank you for keeping me single. I pray that you would just keep it that way."

I wrote that on November 21st.

Right now I'm either being tested, or God answered that prayer with a huge, resounding NO.

The funny thing is that through all the bullshit and distractions I see one face that I actually want.

I am confused.