God is teaching me so so much, every moment. I'm blessed to have moments when I'm faced the other direction and still He shows me grace and mercy and somehow I survive. On His strength, not mine.
I wish I could sit down and tell you all of the things I am learning, face-to-face. I wish you could experience the immense amount of joy and peace and hope I'm experiencing, even in the wake of imperfections and mistakes.
Oh, how I struggle with the reality of my imperfection, but even now I choose instead to revel in His perfect and holy name - Elohim, El Elyon, my sovereign Creator.